because of my lord already said...

there must be a reason for a every incident had happen. for every stage of ma life is because of my Lord says..  Allah say in the verse of  Al-'Israa

Surat Al-'Isrā' (The Night Journey) - سورة الإسراء

And your Lord has decreed that you not worship except Him, and to parents, good treatment. Whether one or both of them reach old age [while] with you, say not to them [so much as], "uff," and do not repel them but speak to them a noble word.

because ma lord command me with His word. And treat your parent with kindness. from mjsc as science student to law student's life experience then end up with early childhood educator. everything is because of ma lord already said that wa bilwalidaini ihsaana. sometime i have ma own choice. plan. desire. but when its come to parent, plan. choice. desire. will be the last choice. because ma lord already said wa bil walidaini ihsaana. 

as a slave of ma lord. it will be automatic version of me when its come to ma lord command. that is why sometime when people ask to describe about me the answer is unexpected. when i decide to do something regarding religious matter i will check neither in Al Quran and Hadeeth. then, Bismillah and do. even its either not follow society or weird.  

23 living in this dunya. a lots of issue that i do not done properly. sure its became experience. but word 'regret' will stay the same. Allah's hope and His mercy always make smile and feel that yes! there is still a light of hope for me to move on. i always hope that Allah give me chance to make apologize to whom ever that i had make mistake to them. because now i imagine how im at the 'khantarah' if my mistake with an-naas still pending.  

because of ma lord already said 'and treat your parent with kindness'.. i will suddenly change the plan. promise. even the decision. may Allah bless and shower His mercy to ma parent. insyaallah the journey is on the road and life have to keep moving. May Allah guied all of us to the staright path 1:6.

#whats point having a happy family if we do not having the same aim.. heaven.